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it still feels like our first night together; feels like the first kiss and it's gettin' better, baby! no one can better this, I'm still holdin' on and you're still the one! the first time our eyes met, it's the same feelin' I get! only feels much stronger; I wanna love you longer! You still turn the fire on... so if you're feelin' lonely, don't! you're the only one I'd ever want; I only wanna make it good, so if I love you a little more than I should... please forgive me, I know not what I do! please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you! don't deny me, this pain I'm going through! please forgive me, if I need you like I do! please believe me, every word I say is true! please forgive me, I can't stop loving you!
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[06 11 09]
[Private to Ginny, Fred, George, Ron, Charlie, Percy]

OYE! Just because I set the example doesn't mean that more sugar needs to be added into the equation while their grandparents are here! Who's the culprit?

[/Private to siblings]

[Hexed Incredible Private to the Order]

I hope all of you have recovered from the ass whooping you lot received on Saturday from Severus, Regulus, and Viktor because tonight would be Round Two! Better yet, I hope you're all ready for that plus some!

Sturgis and I are going to be working with you on hexes, charms, and hoodwinks that will help keep not only your journal private, but your places of residence as well.

You'll be combining groups tonight much like last Saturday, except there will be three instead of four. The third group will be working with Harry, Tonks, and Mad-Eye to work against the exact same stuff that Severus, Regulus, and Viktor are creaming you all with!

We'll rotate after about an hour or so. Same routine, different spells. Be on time!

[/Hex to Order]

[Private to Sirius]

I'll bring some leftovers from dinner at my place to the meeting tonight so that you can eat something you consider edible.

[/Private to Sirius]

[05 12 09]
[Hexed Against Loyal Death Eaters]

When Fleur said that Gideon and Kenzie were hyper? She wasn't kidding.

It's nearly eight thirty and we just barely got them to settle down enough to fall asleep. Fleur says that they didn't even take a nap today. We're still not positive what they got their hands on to provide that sort of energy, but at least it was amusing. Amusing and exhausting.

[Private to Ginny, Fred, George, Ron, Charlie, Percy]

Must have been the Pixy Stix I gave them this morning!

[/Private to siblings]

I haven't even had a chance to shower since I got home from Egypt this afternoon.

[Private to Ginny, Fred, George, Ron, Charlie, Percy]

You guys should have seen their faces... Anyone want the rest of the Pixy Stix?

[/Private to siblings]

Off to shower!

[01 23 09]
[Private to Everyone Attending the Wedding]

Everything is ready. Well, I'm fairly sure that it is. I'm sure that I'll wake up in the middle of the night and have to apparate over there to add something or fix something that I remember about. But as far as I know, it's all ready.

I think that I'm going to switch careers to a wedding planner or something. Hire all of the groomsmen and bridesmaids as my fellow planners, and we can get a business going. I'm am completely and utterly joking. I wouldn't be able to do this everyday, I'd go nuts. But I am willing to for Charlie, of course.

Point being, you lot better all make it on time and be there to see the blushing bride walk down the aisle!

Also, since me and Fleur are both in the wedding party, who wants to volunteer to be the best Uncle to hold their favorite Niece and Nephew? They'll probably be stolen by Mum and Dad at some point, but Mum'll be too busy blubbering over another one of her own babies getting married and I'd prefer it if our trusted watcher could see straight. Any offers? Doesn't even have to be an Uncle! They're cute!

[/End Private]

[Private to Fleur]

I have the next two days off from work, one for the wedding and one for when I relapse into insanity. I'm just playing, baby, but really. We should do something on Sunday when we aren't rushing around for last minute details for the wedding. Maybe take a walk and go have a picnic with the twins somewhere? We could even go visit your parents if you're up for it. It's up to you; I am yours for a day, whatever you want.

[/Fleur]

[09 13 08]
Alright, I just spent about 7 hours finalizing different things for the wedding with the other groomsmen and the maids, and let it be known - this wedding will be incredibly difficult to forget.

Stop stressing out, both of you, and know that everything is in good hands. Basically all you two need to do is show up and look pretty - yes, Charlie; look pretty.

[Fleur]

I'll be home in a few hours, but I wanted to know your opinion on something. I talked to the boss earlier today, and he says that it's possible for me to get a desk job again if I need to be closer to home during the pregnancy and while all of this crazy stuff is going on.

If you want me closer I'll take it.

[07 12 08]
[Charlie]

Well, Fleur's slowly starting to get over what happened the other night. And when I say slowly I mean like... she'll probably talk to me without acting huffy sometime in the next two months. Hopefully.

Dad was telling me that I should just act normal and continue to treat her like the greatest thing on the planet. I told him that I've been treating her like a Goddess and that of course I'm acting normal, I always do when she gets mad, but you can only stay sane for so long.

Who would have known that trying to get her and Gabrielle to talk again on a friendly standpoint would have left us barely talking to each other at all without her getting snappy. She's very short with me, but it's an improvement. She wasn't talking to me at all before.

Anywho, we've got a wedding to work on still. We've got one last fitting on the tuxes, just to make sure we didn't get fat in less than a month or something, you know how us Weasleys gain weight like that. So that's on Monday... so we've got to get everyone together for that... I'll work on that... and... what else. Oh, and I had the ring up on the dresser, and Kenzie was screaming her lungs out so I went over and opened the box to show her something shiny - it always works, by the way - and her eyes got all big and she stared at it, and then suddenly her fat little fingers were around it and she her her tongue on it.. SO THAT'S BEEN CLEANED... Anyway.

[/Private to Charlie]

[Private to Males of the Order]

Remember that the Bachelor Party is tomorrow night! Sorry it landed on a Sunday, but you'll all get over it. Besides, what's work without a hangover in the morning every once in awhile? And it's not like you'll have to cancel any plans, all of the girls will be giving Hannah her own party. Assuming you don't associate outside of the Order, heaven forbid... Just kidding.

I'll see you all there!

[/Private]

[Private to Oliver and Paul Abbott; the Groomsmen]

Alright, there is one last tux fitting on Monday, and I know that that's a workday and everything, so I tried to schedule it during lunch hours so hopefully you both can make it. If not, I'm sure that it still fits from three weeks ago, but you know how these people are. Always wanting to make sure that you don't gain an inch. Can I count on both of you being there?

[/End Private]

[04 09 08]
[Hexed to Viktor]

I believe it's time for an intervention.

You in?

[03 24 08]
To those of you who have been helping out at the Ministry - thank you.

[Weasleys/Hermione/Harry/Penny/Hannah]

I'm sure that some of you have seen, maybe not, (and some of you were there) but those of us in the family that were inside are out now, along with Penny, Hermione, and Harry. Dad's at the Burrow, resting like he should be and getting his face stuffed with food. I'm going to be at home for the next few weeks; so if anyone wants to stop by - you're welcome to. It'll be good to see your faces.

[/End Private]

[Private to The Order of the Phoenix]

Thank you. There's nothing but gratitude in me right now for all of that you that helped out; and anyone that helped Fleur with the kids. It means the world to me.

[/End]

It's good to be home. I'm going to lay back down before Fleur comes in here and sees me up...

Backdated - May 22nd [01 23 08]
[Hexed to all Weasleys, including Fleur, as well as Harry, Penny, Hannah, and Marissa but against Mum and Dad]

As some of you may have already heard, me and Charlie had our own little adventure a few nights back! Let's just say that if you get two Weasley brothers drunk and put them in a bar where some stupid git decides to take a swing at one of you... well things don't turn out great.

In the end it became a rather large mob of angry drunk guys beating the shite out of eachother. Chairs were smashed over heads, drinks were sloshed around, glasses were broken, noses were broken as well, blood was spilled...

And me and Charlie were arrested for "starting the whole thing".

So now that you've heard another tale from the storybook of Bill and Charlie, let's not mention this to Mum and Dad, eh? Especially not Mum. Dad might actually laugh, but I have my doubts about Mum being so keen to hear that her oldest boys were arrested for a bar fight. I'm sure you do, too.

At least we're out now.

[01 07 08]
( pray that it's raining on Sunday, storming like crazy; we'll hide under the covers all afternoon. )

[11 06 07]
[Hexed Against Loyal Death Eaters/Supporters]

That raid was at least successful, can't say much else about it. The goblins are getting rather annoying with their demands. We can only produce as much as we find, and we're searching like never before. Gold is not important right now; so get over it.

Hey, Charlie. Greeshrunkalaweedol.

[10 19 07]
Congratulations to Oliver and Alicia on the engagement. It's exciting to see so many of them lately. Plenty of summer weddings, I assume?

[Hexed to Fleur and Gabrielle]

I've got another overnighter, actually three nights, trip coming up in a few days. I should be leaving Sunday night and I won't be back until Wednesday around noon. I really don't want to leave you two alone right now, especially right now, but the Goblins are freaking out about some new find that they're considering the biggest thing since that statue we found in 2000. None of it matters to me right now, I just want to be home with the four of you. I'd actually prefer if you stayed at the Burrow for a few nights. I'm sure Mum and Dad wouldn't mind at all. They haven't seen you in some time, Gabby.

I love you both.

[/End]

[Hexed to Order Members]

I've got a raid coming up Sunday night and I won't be back until Wednesday. If for some reason I'm running late or I just collapse when I get home from exhaustion (being cooped up in a musty old tomb and burning alive in the desert does that to you) then please forgive me for not making the training meeting. I'm planning on being there though, but if you don't see me, you know I'm either stuck in Egypt or nearly dead on my bed.

I'll see you all at the Saturday meeting.

[/End]

[09 29 07]
[Hexed Extremely Private to The Order]
Along with what Remus said… he is exactly right. You lot are acting like toddlers who are getting mad because their favourite toy was stolen and are now plotting to get it back. Maybe you did not realize it when you were joining the Order that things could happen. They are not targeting Puddlemere, they are targeting the Order and anyone else that defies them.

Welcome to The Order of the Phoenix. Made to defend those in need and fight against Voldemort and his followers. We will not blindly jump into something, we will not seek revenge. We are not sitting ducks, and if you feel that way, then maybe you are not doing enough at Order meetings. We are working as hard as we bloody can. And when the time comes, we will fight against them. For now we have to keep each other safe and watch our backs.

We cannot let this get us down. We are family. We are the Order. And two attacks will not bring us down. We will pull out of this, and we will fight back. But not blindly, and not rashly, and not with tempers that will get us killed.

In other news…here’s the deal. Now that Marissa Makshakov has been returned safely from her kidnapping, as many of you know from the missing persons list and her recent update, we need somewhere for her to stay. I would of course offer up my place, with the permission of Fleur of course, but if we’re going to keep her safe she needs to be somewhere that Lestrange isn’t going to check automatically. And as I’m the only person that he knows Rissa is close to, we need somewhere safer. Somewhere that he’ll never think of looking.

Does anyone have a spare room that she can stay in for awhile? She’ll be back to work in a few weeks, and then can start paying the rent, but I want people watching her continuously and making sure that she’s safe. And once she starts working we’ll need to make sure to work the ‘buddy system’ on her and make sure that the both of you are getting to and from work safely. So please anyone that can, do this as a favour for me and her. I know Doris already updated, but Marissa isn’t in the Order…

[/End Hex to Order]

[Hexed Extremely Private to Remus, Kingsley, Sturgis, Doris, Mad-Eye, Dad, Snape, Tonks, and Charlie]

I also need to speak to you guys to work out a way for you to approve of her helping us. I know that she’ll be a good addition and she’s adamant about fighting against them. She’s strong, and I trust her with my life. I don’t think that we could go wrong by letting her join the Order. Background checks and everything are fine, but I can assure that nothing will be found. And I know that Doris and Tonks already know her and trust her. Dad, Charlie, you’ve both spoken with her plenty of times at home. It’s a matter of you approving. She won’t do anything rash, she’s too smart for that.

[/End Hex to Remus, Kingsley, Sturgis, Doris, Mad-Eye, Dad, Snape, Tonks, and Charlie]

Be careful. Everyone.

Bill

[09 10 07]
[Hexed Against DE]

Charlie, meet me at the Leaky Cauldron tonight? I want to ask you something.

[07 11 07]
[Hexed Private]

Remus seems to be doing much better. Cliff has done wonders with those wounds. I'm just glad that he found him in time. I can't imagine what I would have done if he had actually.. well yeah.

[/Hex]

I have an overnight raid in Egypt tonight. I'll see all of you when I get back. Hopefully we don't get lost or hexed to death.

[06 27 07]
[Private to Self]

I never thought it would be like this. This is going to be so hard on all of us.

[/End Private to Self]

We have to be strong. We can't I know it hurts I know I'm so sorry

Remus wouldn't want us like this. It shouldn't have to be this way...

I'm so sorry.. I could have helped him

[06 20 07]
Has anyone at the Ministry seen Marissa Makshakov around recently? She works in the Department of Mysteries… I haven’t heard from her in awhile and she’s not one to stay quiet for so long. She wasn’t at home when I went to check on her, either. If anyone hears anything on her let me know, please. I’m getting worried.

Ginny, found any areas you like for a flat? I was thinking that someone we know should move in with you, or you should move in with someone else. At times like this I think that that’s the best idea, not to mention it will split the rent. I could always talk to Fleur about you staying here for the time being, just until all of this madness is over and you can move out on your own and choose where you live. I’m sure that she won’t mind, and I know that the twins would love you have you here more. It’s up to you; let me know what you think.

[Hexed to The Order]

Has anyone heard from Remus? Anything at all?

[/Hex]

[06 11 07]
Welcome to... THE LEAVE IT TO BILL AND CHARLIE SHOW!

Only we would joke around about a completely serious matter like this.

But, no, really! Who wants to join the Diabolical Rascals? I'll make t-shirts! WAIT! WE NEED MASKS! THEY SHOULD BE ZORRO MASKS! (Yes, I've actually watched a movie!) We'll run around like bandits and break into prisons to free our Rascal Bretheren!

Fleur, you're already a Rascal. You have to be. But I'll make you a special t-shirt, one that you'll actually wear. I'll make it lacy!

Any special requests on t-shirt colors?

[06 01 07]
Now that was a brilliant Valentine's Day.

Don't be surprised if there's another Weasley on the way....

Mum's going to have far too much fun with that

[05 11 07]
It would seem that Mackenzie’s favourite activity is to pull on hair… and for once in my life I’m actually considering getting it cut, because if I don’t, she’ll just tear it out anyway. I’m too soft on her to not let her keep it in her fat little fist; Fleur seems to be able to yank it back out, but that’s Fleur; no one pulls on Fleur’s hair. I actually got it trimmed off an inch simply because she can’t reach it as easily when I’m holding her that way. It’s hilarious to watch the two of them, they’re completely different.

I mean, obviously they are different kids, but Mackenzie is just this little fireball of personality and Gideon just likes to observe... and stare. He stares a lot we’ve noticed. These huge blue eyes staring up at you, and he’ll stare and stare, and then he’ll grin suddenly. Mackenzie just grabs... and then grins mischievously. They’re both beautiful though, and if I am told that they are beautiful children one more time I think my face may split with my smile.

[04 09 07]
Alright, so I’ll admit that I didn’t expect this to be so hard. I mean, it’s not something that’s impossible, but I don’t think I’ve run around so much in ages; maybe not since Hogwarts. Eh, Marissa? The fact that there are two of them makes things harder of course, but I don’t think that’s the main reason why this is so difficult. It’s because they are Weasleys. And us Weasleys can’t go through a day without being loud at least a few times. So when you are a baby and you can’t quite control the yelling gene yet, things get rather loud. Although they seem to favour the night over the day… maybe they are nocturnal? You would think that after helping Mum so much with the rest of you guys that I would have been more prepared for this; but no… we’re getting used to this together, Fleur and I. Maybe it’s just been too long since Ginny was small. Who knows? …Not that I am calling you old, Gin.

Fleur is doing wonderful. She’s just as small as she ever was, so her fret of getting fat during the pregnancy didn’t come true… just like I told her it wouldn’t. She can’t get fat... it’s impossible for her body to weigh more. She is just stubborn and wouldn’t believe me. Women and their weight fears...

[01 13 07]
[Hexed Against Death Eaters and their Allies and Supporters]

Where the fucking hell did we go wrong? I try to think that we did everything that we could to prevent deaths at the Ball.. and maybe it's only me that is oddly bothered by the number of "casualties"; but I highly doubt it. But.. I look back and sometimes I think that I could have done more or prevented the deaths of more innocent people. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. It's strange how quickly things can change.. One minute we've got a simple headache from a scar on our hands.. and the next.. chaos.

I'm so sick of this shit! I'm tired of not being able to be at home and not worry about my family and mates every second of the day! I just.. want this to be over, and as much as I know that everyone else does too.. I just.. I'm rambling, I know. But I want the fucking chance to raise my kids in a world that isn't hardly as evil as the world that I grew up in. I want my wife to be safe when she goes out, and for her to not have to worry about her husband and if he's alright. I want to be able to look at Ginny, and Ron, and Harry and Hermione and be able to tell them that this world is a good place, that they have bright, safe futures.. but I can't. I want to be able to smile when I see Charlie, and for us to be able to talk about anything and everything, just like in the good old days.. rather than having to worry about what's around the corner. I can't even look myself in the mirror anymore without reminding myself of everything's that happened. By the time I die.. I swear to Merlin I am doomed to have a body completely covered in Werewolf scars. To think that I let my guard down, once again, and let that fucking son of a bitch get to me again. I swear that one day, in the not so distant future, that I'm going to get my hands on Fenrir Greyback before he gets his dirty little paws on me first.. and I'm going to give him some strife. Make him wish that he hadn't ever touched a Weasley, or one of their best mates.

[Added Hex : Hexed Against Fleur; Only Visible To Other Weasleys]

Merlin, I couldn't even tell her what happened when we got back.. I couldn't even look her in the eye and tell her that the reason I was bleeding everywhere was because I did the exact thing I did before; I let my guard down. When they attacked the Ball.. I've never been so afraid in my life, but it wasn't even for my own life.. it was for her, and the twins. And I was so distracted the entire time, wondering if she was alright, wondering if you were all alright. Charlie was the only one that I saw continuously throughout the night.. and Dad of course. I guess there's just a point that everyone cracks at, and for the first time in my life.. rather than a sibling, or a friend, or even an enemy; Bill is the one that's breaking down, and feeling like there's no hope.

And I just.. don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everything's pointless, like we'll never achieve our goal. And I know that makes me a coward, and an idiot.. but I'm so tired of this.

[/End All Hexes]

[11 27 06]
It's hard to believe that I'll be 32 tomorrow. 32. Can you believe that? Time just flies. I don't feel 32 yet. I'm married and having a baby next spring.. The Weasley's are getting their first grandchild. And with Ginny working on her Healer career.. it just seems like none of us are little kids anymore. Ginny, you'll always be the baby, but look how you've grown up. And Ron, Merlin.. I could have sworn it was just this summer that you were preparing to go off to Hogwarts for your first year. What are the chances that all three of you, Hermione and Harry too, would end up doing Auror training.. not to mention being so successful at it. But you three always were meant for great things, that was apparent since your early days at Hogwarts.

I don't mean to sound like I'm pondering life.. I just.. It hit me just now that we're all moving on. Strange how fast time goes by.

[10 14 06]
Merlin. It is just one of those days..

I can hardly keep my eyes open. I ended up being called into work for this huge find that was going on down in Egypt and they asked me to lead it.. obviously Fleur wasn't too pleased. I left on Wednesday and I had expected to be back early Thursday afternoon.. but that didn't happen and I got back yesterday instead..

Had a late night of arguments.

Made up.

ShaggedNone of your business.

I had to work at the bank today, meaning I had to be up around five which was one hour after I fell asleep, since Fleur officially asked herself for me to be located near home for the next few weeks.. They listen to her better than they do me, I swear. Or perhaps it was just the wrath of a woman that is going through her first two months of pregnancy that got to them. I am exhausted though, its really ridiculous. I look and feel like shit. Ruddy Goblins.

Charlie. That offer of anything still up for grabs?

[Private to Family, excluding Fleur]

She is really wearing me out. I know that she is supposed to be emotional right now, but really? This is bloody crazy. She snaps every five seconds.

Someone needs to take her out for a shopping trip and then take me to The Burrow and let me smell the goodness that is Mums cooking.

I love her, really I do. I love her with all of me that there is. But she needs some women to be with her! Not her husband that does everything wrong.

[/Private to Family, excluding Fleur]

[10 07 06]
Bloody Hell! Merlin's beard! MOTHER OF FUCKING PEARL. Sacre bleu!

I AM GOING TO BE A FATHER!

ME! BILL ARTHUR WEASLEY.

WE ARE EXPECTING.

She is already ONE AND A HALF BLOODY MONTHS.

Can you believe it? We will have another Weasley in 7 1/2 months! Mum and Dad are going to be thrilled!

[09 06 06]
I've decided to take more time off of work, since I just realized.. or more like, had it told to me that I've been spending too much time there. And really it's true, I've been away so much recently I've hardly seen my own family, not to mention Fleur. I just always thought that that was the way work.. worked! You went in when you were scheduled, not like I have a real schedule.. more like a 'Bring a certain amount of treasure and mysterious objects in by the end of the week', and you don't complain. But ruddy hell! I figured since I've never skipped work or called out that I could take some vacation time, or hell, just not go in as much anymore at all.

I've got a wife to be with, you damn goblins!

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